Is it hard to live in a family home?
It's an order you're used to, the comfort conditions you're living in, and maybe that circle of life. I could start by saying that these reasons are the results, but now the economic reason comes first. I have long thought that I am so used to the comfort my family provides me, and that comfort has no price? Of course there is; your home entrance hours, you can not do any work without knowing, your room is allowed like an upper authority to change, your news is your responsibility.
As a teacher without a designation, I believed that the solution was raising my level of education. While it was hard enough to exist in an unfair system, I thought if I made my qualifications perfect, I would have a regular job. But I realize that I am getting old when I am sitting like a vortex, in a state of unknownness. Getting old and getting old is one of the best awards in the world. Like the aging I mentioned stopped doing nothing, imagine you are a tree where concrete is poured into your roots and a fate that cannot move is embroidered to you. As your branches stretch out into the sky, a changing time is ripping pieces off of you. You can neither do anything you want to do nor lie down where you want to lie down.
I don't like the job, but what should I do under these circumstances. The market employee, the retail worker, is really hard in my current situation. Even the table can be difficult to carry when you say the beginning of the hernia in the waist and the meniscus tear in the knee. Some problems, such as blood circulation problems, which I mentioned occasionally. If you are over a certain age, work or not married, it is very difficult to live in a family home. Your personality is shadowed like the sun lights that disappear behind the clouds, leaving no one to compare. You have to listen to the stories of marriage under the name of success of people you do not know. A huge set is drawn in front of you to dream as you settle for fate. It is convinced that there is no choice but to be appointed, and if there is not, I will do another job, but what do you say. In private schools, 6 months trial; 3 months of road meals without salary, 3 months of half salary is offered.
If you want to apply as a research assistant to vocational colleges, even if you are accepted because the majority of private universities are in Istanbul, your salary is not enough to rent 1 +1 houses.
They've been insisting on meeting someone on a blind date lately. When I realized that it was negative and politely explained the situation, the eid al Adha went very badly. My life notes; like a jasmine stuck between thousands of pages, still holding onto hope. Jasmine is the smell of night. It is unpretentious, but those who listen to the night can feel it.
It is hard to imagine in this country. It is cruel to grow old in your body and soul every day that passes in the uncertainty of the future. It is also sad to see that in the age of technology, human beings are more distant from each other. What can stop people you believe to be friends from asking the question of how you are.They say that to be understood, you must first understand. Even though cycles and ages change, being able to empathize is with an inner consciousness. When you see someone feel sad, you regret the hurtful words you made him sad. Unfortunately, those who regret these days.
Living in a family home is hard, trying to convince you that you do not know where to turn, and at the end of the day, they turn to you the arrows that point to the cause of all failure. What can I say? Growing up was not fun...
